...is a song that I wrote years ago when I found my spirituality. Whoever your God is, or isn't, it doesn't really matter as long as you believe in something.
It's really true that when you're surrounded by loving and caring people they bring out the best in you.
This is my crazy self, I was happy that I was able to preform it (even with a very, in my opinion, funny choreography) for the first time ever without any fear of judgment and just enjoying myself.
Who knows...maybe this is the beginning of something greater 😄
And I've understood that something ain't right here
And that something is
I wrote this song while I was recovered for the first time in the psychiatric hospital with a psychotic depression.
I was confused, angry, hurt, lost...I wasn't able to understand what was wrong with me, and why was I there to begin with.
Back then I was hospitalized because I thought that people wanted to kill me. I wasn't eating, talking, even showering was painful and risky. I was so weak that the weight of my body, my teeth, everything was hurting.
That was my breakingpoint, and that's why I wrote this.